First off...sorry to my blog for not coming back on happier terms...but...I found out today....that..my grandma...on my fathers side...passed away yesterday. I regret now the times while I was in Thailand with my family and not wanting to stay at her house because she had this evil cat that would always scratch me...and I couldn't eat the food I wanted to eat because I was a rotten kid....and picky. I'm sorry grandma that I didn't get a chance to really sit and talk with you a few more times before you left....although she probably wouldn't understand because I don't speak very fluent Thai..and she could barely hear...and she lives all the way in Thailand..and I live out in California with my family....but..I wish I would have gotten to just...spend a day with her before she left....even if she couldn't understand me. My dad will be leaving he said next week or sooner to go back and gather with his brothers and sisters. I can't tell if my dad's keeping it in..but when he told me I kinda broke down for a bit...he...didn't even shed a tear in front of me. Maybe it's because hes trying to let me know everything will be alright...but...I was crying...heh..tearing a bit as I write this. I'll be staying at home watching over my sister and mother while my fathers away. Also...not trying to tell people to do anything...but...spend more time with your family.....when you can....hang out...call them if they live some where far....get a picture..because...I don't have a picture of my grandmother and me....my cousin might..but...right now I really want a picture of her....to keep. So...spend sometime with your family members ya?....just a few minuets with them...as cliche as this is gonna sound you never know how much something means to you till you miss it. Hope everyone has a nice day and that this doesn't get ya guys down at all...just wanted somewhere to just write it out...and..just yea....let my emotions go.
Have a nice day guys.
Ted.
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